when mom called and said that grandma is unconscious, I didn't want to know...
when she called again to said that she's had a stroke... I didn't wish to hear....
but when she called to tell me that grandma couldn't recognize anyone...
it is then the the floodgates were broken and everything was set loose....
somehow, part of me wish that i remain in denial... so that I will not have to face the pain...
then again, only time will tell and it shall be the ultimate determinant of whether i'll finally come face to face with my demons.. which i'll have to anyway...
there are just some things which one cannot run away from....
val's death...
part of me wishes to remain in denial...
i will never look at life the same again....
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