went back to WMS on monday and it was such a nice thing to be remembered... though in a way, it did felt a little uncomfortable as I know fairly well that it's also due to some other not so pleasant reasons that I was remembered....
but then again.... it's been such a long time....
saw G and it was great seeing him again after so long...
and what a surprise I got when he called this morning to announce that he was near BSC and coming to mom's place.... and to catch up... at Coffee Bean... and to hear him telling me all the things he remembered... about when he first met me, about how he knew something was not right... funny... and I always thought that he didn't really knew much.... but I guess... I was wrong after all...
to hear it from him that I was indeed swinging up and down and needing psychiatric help was actually comforting.... I know it's weird... but then again, perhaps it's the comformation that is giving me this warm feeling... comformation that the road that i am taking now to deal with my problem is indeed the right one... and that it wasn't much of my imaginationt that something was not right with me... that it's not just all in my head....
ha ha.. he still remembered my expression.. sitting outside his office... crying, asking me if i wanted to talk to him... heck, he even knew my form three classroom even though he only started teaching me in form four! .... even i don't remember it myself.... but then again... it's pretty much a blur, whatever happened last time that was....
it was good to know...
and in the conversation, i got to know him much more... and I really appreciate him telling me... it's different when the relationship changes.... and this difference feels nice...
