Friday, December 02, 2005

sigh

did something that I promised not to do just five minutes ago.....
I posted in where I vowed not to post again....
I tresspassed on waters that I have vowed to let it stay still...
I am sorry, but I jsut can't help it...
I just can't stand knowing a still fresh wound and do nothing about it...

I jsut can't....
perhaps, perhaps, I am really not that good a person..
perhaps all that I do is jsut for the sake of myself not hurting and not overwhelmed by guilt....
perhaps...

perhaps I simply wasn't ready to let go fully....

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