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i feel as if I am about to give up....
I really don't want everything to come to an end this way, but is there really anything that I can do? i really don't know... I am lost within me....

I tried so hard to focus, to concentrate... to study.... to fufil my role as a student... yet I can't... perhaps this is my limit... I have reached my breaking point and all that's left is the time and place that I will completely shatter....