Tuesday, March 07, 2006

tired

no more painful days which jsut don't bloody make sense, no more hurtful feelings that i will need to deal with every second of my moment awake. it will be much better off this way, for myself and everyone else.... since it's always the same anyway, so why put in effort that will only going to be in vain sooner or later?

where is the point???

everyone's gonan pass through this phase sometime anyway.... i guess, maybe mine is just a little earlier than a lot of ppl.... it's jsut how it is... there are things in life that no matter how much you try, it can never be done or accomplished.... there will always be things that will never change for the better....

this is not pessimism... this is acceptance
accepting the fact of the things that cannot be changed no matter what...
accepting the fact that some people's lives will forever be screwed up....
accepting the reality of the situation....

this is what this is....
it is not pessimism.. it's just a different view of life....

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