I am....

I am emotional
I am tired of being like this, on a constant emotional roller coaster ride
I am crazy, it's hard work mantaining one's sanity
I am confused over everything, emotions, feelings, surroundings, all of them
I am feeling unreal, as if detached from this world
I am finding it hard to be who I desire to be
I am slowly loosing control again
I am hurting a lot, though I tried hard to forget, I couldn't
I am alive, still.....

I am me....
regardless of all the negative viewpoints that I may have about myself....
regardless of the pain and all...
I am still me...

and I am alive....