活きてね！

映画の“一リテルの涙”を見た、とても感激する！
私も絶対活きてるよ！

To see oneself slowly deteriorating, to see one's own body slowly becoming immobile..Yetet, every morn is greeted with a smile, that's what I call courage.

Just finished watching Japanese drama series about a girl with an incurable disease, a very cruel disease. It's an illness that has robbed her of her youth, her time, an illness that has wounded her, and even took her life. Though in tremendous pain, both emotionally as well as physically daily, she never once gave up. She fought till her very last breath.

"One Litre of Tears"...The movie....
and I cried....

Was thinking, perhaps, the one kind part of the nature of the disease is that it will finally kill..Maybebe I ajustut being the pessimistic me, but then again, isn't it better than to suffer in that state for the rest of your life... Especiallyly if that person was so young.

But of course, two sides of a coin....
Perhaps, again, some would actually love to have more time....
either way, it's still a cruel disease....
Whoever said that life was fair anyway......?

Along the way to uni, I was thinking, is it better to be experiencing physical pain or emotional pain..Which is more unbearable? The me yesterday would most likely agree to that emotional pain being the worse one...But now that I come to think of it..There really exists no comparison... how can one compare something so relative? how can someone compare something that isn't supposed to be compared in the first place?

everyone reacts differently to different things, or stimuli in life....
can't really expect everything to be the same, can we?
I guess, it's jsut different ways to look at things...