the same heart, broken three times over three days...
how much more can it take before it eventually bleeds to death?
loosing the ones i love, whose times i've cherished sharing with...
loosing the promise that at one time i really did believed it to be real...
loosing the belief in myself that i've worked so hard in gaining over the many years spent in agony through lessons that were at times near emotionally abusive...
a dream that i've never dared to dream yet at one point was almost convinced of its reality...
I hate myself, despice this word... and I hope to die...
how much am i expected to take into this young heart of mine...?
now is just time and way....
stopping me? perhaps...
not worth it...
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