昔々、一つ町が有りました。
その町は小さいでした、でも、沢山人が居ました。
その町はいいところでした。とても好い所でした。
その町の人は嬉しかったでした、みなさんは友達でしたから。
でも、いま誰もいませんだから、その町は好い所じゃない。
その町は、私は独りですんで居ます。
家族がいません、友達もいません。
独りで．．．
私は独りで．．．
yes, only rain itself does not help with growth... rain only shatters souls... I am sorry for bringin only the rain with me... I am sorry for destroyin your garden... I am sorry for all the pain and suffering that I have caused and countless memories of yours that i have tarnished and deprived it the nutrients to grow.... yes, I am sorry as well for takin your time of seven years... and filling it with only sad memories for you to retrive....
I ask not for forgiveness...
I ask instead for your wings to flap and take leave...
not so much that I hate you or want you away and gone...
but rather to see you free from pain....
to see you soar and embrace the laughter that I could not give...
to see you smiling the smile that I have never seen
when you're with me...
take leave please, be free of me....
I am not tryin to redeem my status or even my position in your heart... cause that is not what I write this for... neither did I pester or ask anyone to confront you on my behalf... or whatever way you wish to put it.... just wanna say that your explanation has been accepted and I shall not push any further... be it not to break the vase make of porceline or make you cry, break down in misery... rather... just rather.... that I don't want to hold onto you anymore... I can't and I won't either....
need not run no more my rose....
I shall take leave as well... and soon, your garden will grow again.... it will...
may the sun shine upon you again... seven years of rain is too much... you deserve the sun too...
you were brought into this world deserving of warmth and love... not embrace of the cold winds of winter... I am sorry for being the gardener that knows not gardening....
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